Today’s Synchronicities ~ and reflections

 

something changed here today – again.  feeling more the ability to tune in – and hear/feel – from Home.

headed out earlier, i was drawn to turn on the radio.  as i did i heard “there is a song for you to hear”.  the song?  ozzy osbourne “see you on the other side”.  i asked brother rick if his (departed) brother steve (who i spoke of in yesterday’s reflection piece) liked ozzy.  i had a first feel/impression that he was the one sending me this song.  sure enough – rick says ozzy was one of his brother’s favorites.  he too felt he sent that song.

driving home i was again drawn to turn on the radio – this time i ran through the stations until i heard manfred mann’s “blinded by the light” – one of my favorite’s as a teen.  what’s odd is this was a station that has never come in – 105.7 to be precise.  it was a bit fuzzy and i could feel in my body an energy trying to make sure the message was sent to me (almost as though me on the outside?? was sending it thus the feeling in my body).  i even went home and tried pulling up the station on another radio and got nothing but static.  i also went to pull up the song on youtube – realized it was a live version and was over 7 minutes long so i stopped it w/the thought i’d just listen to it later.

i get up and walk away and the song began playing again anyway.  lol  so i said ok perhaps i will listen to it now.

so we listen – and being it was a live/extended version there were some new lyrics – in particular “that’s where the fun is.  in the sun.  mama i was blinded by the light.”

sigh……..i wrote all of the above mid afternoon and now it is mid-evening.  i have these wonderful moments where everything feels right –  makes sense – then i “return to earth” so to speak and feel i don’t know shizbot.  i offer no proof of anything i share here on this site – just my own feel’s and the words of other’s i can only hope are at least being authentic and honest – even IF their “intel” and info proves false.

deception abounds here.  i had a good cry earlier today thinking about the recent experience last week with my girl’s little friend who received the flu shot.  i’m still in a bit of surprise over that.  some of her others friends i know receive it – and it doesn’t surprise me as i know the parents – i know their perceptions/views, etc.  but with the family of last week – i thought i knew the mother.  and either she deceived me (presented a false front) or was blind-sided by others in her family making the decision while she was gone – i don’t know.  i’m a pretty open book – and when i feel safe enough to open up with another – i expect the same in return.  i know – having expectations leads to disappointment.  that’s how i roll though.

at times i am called to think of the movie with Jeff Bridges – Starman (80’s). there is a scene where he has upset a hunter by bringing back to life a deer the hunter had shot and strapped to his truck.  the hunter is running towards “Starman” – who is standing there with a small smile on his face.  he has no clue what’s about to happen.  the hunter stops and punches Starman in the mouth and a fight proceeds.  Starman is obviously stunned. where he comes from, Being’s don’t engage in such behavior.  there is a trust in one another.  it is that innocence in Starman that really appealed to me back when i was a young teenage girl.  oh how often i’ve been told how “naive” i am.  i’m sure many of you have had the same experience.  ….  it’s easy to get blind-sided here.  so as i tell my girl – trust yourself first and foremost.  always.  that way if – and when – you face deception, you will be OK.  solid in who you are.

i have yet to master that.  lol  or shall i say – i have yet to heal the pieces of me that have fallen into the energy of betrayal throughout my life.

ugh.  at times – it feels best to just live as remotely and isolated as possible.

for now i continue to feel actions “behind the scenes” take place.  i trust in my own feels that continue to guide me in the one direction:  Transition Out and Up to Home.

financial needs – currently – high electric bill (although i did just apply for energy assistance which should be coming through next month for december and january’s bill) and a battery for the car.  below you see the many different ways to support the work i do.

and as always – please share any cosmic-like experiences you’re having. reading some of the words of others today that growing anticipation is all over.  as one put it:  a HUGE change (swift too) is in the air – expanding daily.  any moment now.  aside from that some are flying high, others more neutral – others really feeling these energies and feel quite wiped out.  i continue to feel like i’m “not of this world” – doing the sideways walking at times – and if i were able would be spending about 14 hours in bed now.  for those who have asked about our neighbor/adopted grandpa – his surgery went well and he is expected to get out of the hospital tomorrow to go to a rehab facility.  duration remains to be determined.  we spoke with him tonight – he sounds great.  cognitively he’s doing well.  he’s out of pain and is gaining strength to walk.  he wants to return home asap and we do too. the ‘hood (and our experience here) isn’t the same without him.

love to you all ~

victoria

p.s. – who else among you sang revved up like a Douche??  it’s Deuce – which i did not know until last year or so when i looked up the lyrics.  going through the comment section of the channel below, i see someone comment that they’ve been singing it as “douche” for 40 years – until just 3 days ago (i actually sang it as “wrapped up like a douche”).  lol  when i first met my mate i told him of my love of stevie ray vaughn’s music.  he said he loved his music too – in particular “gotta go sideways” song.  huh?  i said i hadn’t heard that one so he began to sing it – and i broke down in giggles (giggling now as i type this) and said “that song is actually called ‘cold shot’ – that’s a cold shot, babe….”  he laughed – a bit embarrassed.  we’ve sang it as gotta go sideways ever since.  lol  that’s ok – i’ve massacred countless songs over the years with my own interpretation of the lyrics.  hey that would be a fun game to play – people give their own lyrics as they feel them to be – then the real lyrics are presented – the one who messes up the most, wins.

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