wow ~ these body pains ~ unbelievable! this is not normal for me. i went to bed early and slept almost 13 hours. still needing to sleep. lower back ~ frig! mind tired. heart heavy. i cried for a long time this morning purging (again). E N O U G H! ok ENOUGH! i am finding no joy here. done with the waiting game.
making a meal. shaking my head and wondering what the purpose of any of this is. oh – of interest perhaps – as i lay in bed this morning crying i kept saying “i’m sorry” – over and over. it was all i could say.
and that is all i feel i need or want to say now other than S O S!!
love,
v.
p.s. ~ anyone else gassy?? burping a lot?? even my girl is – burping a lot and she rarely, if ever, does this.
Morning V…well babe you are not alone as I wipe my eyes to stop the tears hitting the IPad…3 years ago my husband and I walked away from his family bussiness as it was toxic and wrong…today the bank is issuing us a bankruptcy notice…we have nothing of value…if a person is judged my what their income is or their bank balance…well I am a definite failure….however if it is by love in their heart ..kindness to all..( even the lawyer that just wants to bankrupt us )..and a yearning for peace for ALLLLLL….then I’m a heroine….Yessss I too want Assension…and sometimes …just a break….BUT Victoria…for some reason we are awake and understand ..well a little of what is really going on ….hang in their babe I love what you write ..you DO make a difference….and you are so right…tears are spilling so need to finish this…must be a week for crying…
hugs to you and thanks cathy. 🙂 i feel for you so much – it just makes me cringe and want to scream – hearing how you did the right thing by walking away from a toxic situation and here you are now you and your husband facing bankruptcy. this HAS to end and it HAS to have a purpose – a reason. it feels like all is at crunch time about ready to just burst wide open into freedom. we could really use some support right? i have heard we are being so supported in this – seeing this with our eyes would be quite useful now. love to you.
I also have problems with digestive part of organism, about burps, somehow similar when I eat and drink a lot of toxic and highcaloric food at party and get next day food poisoning.
My body is halfworking, every movment make me tired more then should, cleaning and dusting any space is like ironman marathon for me, my stamina went on holidays lol.
And I have this weird feeling, since latest Gaia portal update, like I want to activate/uprade myself with next part of light codes/ascension progress and they arent here yet. Like my body screaming: “ascend one more step on light stairs” but I dont see any stairs in close proxymity. Overall Im tired or more likely exhausted from all that lightworker crossfit workout
this is not supposed to be so tiring. lol ugh ~ t/y for sharing your experience and helping to validate my own “WTF is going on with my body??” it’s interesting what you say about your body screaming for that body upgrade – i feel the next one may be the last and i will catapult us to where we have already chosen to “go”. well when i say the “last” i mean the last in this realm.
I “hear” you Victoria. I feel so much of our body pain comes from our emotional pain that gets directed and suppressed into our body, so it’s like a double whammy! You may be experiencing that now.
I’ve been there many times and the only way I’ve been able to deal with it ..is to “let go” of my judgement and to forgive myself and others in my ego mind, and instead simply become the “observer” of what’s happening. If the “play” gets too intense…which usually happens when I’m sitting in the front rows….I simply get up and move to the back rows….and get a seat near the fire escape…lol.
I send my love and compassion to you Victoria….and I appreciate your dedication to this site.
thank you for that. yes i too knew much of the pain was emotionally based. i know when crying helps that is the cause. i like your tip too on moving to the back rows. 🙂
Me too. Eating less. Indigestion, bad heartburn. Aluna Joy Yaxim says drinking some aloe Vera juice does wonders. Burping helps, I wish I could burp more. It’s been extremely hot this Summer, more than usual, beyond UV….
i got some mineral water today to help (a good quality one w/high mineral content). aloe vera juice is soothing – i used to have some. t/y for sharing! 🙂