as i opened up my email box this morning and see the latest power bill charge, i took a deep breath while fuming within. these system evil criminals are saying i owe them an extra $170 next month because i opted out of their matrix upgrade known as the smart meter. they also think they can stick me for an additional $30 to send out their employee to read my old analogue meter (which of course works just fine).
now without even going into the truth that is free energy repression, i will stick with the above b.s. as it is. i have no intention of paying any of these new fraudulent fees. i have stated as such with 3 of their bots. customer service reps. at this point, what’s the difference? you support the system without questioning it, you are a damn bot. fake. just another program supporting this ridiculous enslaving simulation for which i no longer carry any compassion much less acknowledgement.
putting up my hand i affirm “you are not real. let me be.” i will no longer expend my energy to any such bot/program. it. is. a. waste. of. “time” and energy.
a waste.
i fell for the new age program of “love all” long enough (which is so loosely defined, i never did hear anything really paint a clear picture of what that looks like). do that and you lose your individuality. surrender it.
not all here are Source.
i feel this.
i don’t think it. i don’t believe it. i feel it. sense it.
i watched an interesting flat earth paradise video earlier, speaking of this, which i will share. i appreciate such “expansion” ~ seeing things from a broader perception of sensing. plus putting things together ~ making some sense of the insanity.
the matrix system hides in plain site. the lie so huge, it seems so far-fetched, absolutely unfathomable, it has been easy to implement. add in a bunch of “fake” humans whose program says to attack any being that questions the system and you have a sick, twisted plan. i would say brilliant but it isn’t. it is damn stupid for such a plan is, by its very nature, designed to fail and implode. much like the fake pay to live program.
i know when i have spoken with customer service reps at the power company off and on the past few months, it is like speaking with a robot. more than once, i have received silence when stating my perception or asking a question. matrix glitch. new program being presented. what do i say? i have no script!
each day, the growing energy within longs to expand and burst free. the ability to surrender has become more difficult than ever. to accept. i CAN “withdraw” that focus and calm myself ~ keep the needs of this vessel in my heart (i.e. doing things that assist my vessel in a helpful manner).
at some moment i will have the full capacity to forgive ALL of it ~ all of them. myself. i am thankful i can feel the Essense of Me that carries that deep deep deep within.
so that is where i am.
and as i continue to be in this space, i purge when i feel the need ~ the body, the spirit, and mostly the human side forced to experience the trauma’s and restrictions of this system game. today it is hearing the old voices of others who have come into my life, telling me they were guided to do so only to proceed to tell me what i need to do, what i am doing wrong, etc. etc.
the joke is on them in the end for that is not love. that is more of the matrix program of powering-over another. either one still enslaved to an old program or simply another bot.
you know what i say. love is free.
free is love.
that is all for now.
deep exhale ~ and love,
victoria
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