eat more chocolate chip cookies. forget the damn politics and all of the changes going on. be in the now. eat cookies.
no scratch that. i did that last night and got a tummy ache.
i am feeling tense tonight – in spite of being in a goofy mood off and on all day. i am having this inner experience of “just hurry up and DO IT”….my mate is having the experience as well so something must be up in the All that we are tuning into. i’m going into this feeling more. it is of course an energy of impatience. but more. i just had an image of being ready – at the starting line of a race. you got your gear. shoes are laced. and you are listening the person who holds the starter pistol that once fired, lets the runner’s loose/free. this gun-toting being is giving last minute instructions and making sure ALL hear and understand them. you’ve already heard and understand all instructions and you ain’t in the mood to make sure everyone else is understanding of them as well.
you just want to run. NOW.
i think that describes my experience quite appropriately.
i wish i was getting more – but i am feeling that nothing new will be making itself known to me right now. perhaps that is also part of my “lion pacing in a cage” experience – wanting to know more but the more just ain’t coming at this moment….
aside from that, i haven’t really had an appetite the last couple of days – after being nearly ravishingly hungry prior to. i had a friend who is in contact with home pass along the info that some people are noticing they are looking younger. i recently began noticing that about myself as well – and now my mate too. it’s something in the eyes. a youthfulness. a spark behind the spark. finding the words is difficult – it is just something i began noticing and find it both perplexing and welcoming.
still waiting on that flying ability to kick in though….
love,
victoria
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