editor victoria’s comment ~ ok first sister deborah told me about the 33rd lay-line and lucifer as well as the super bowl….then tonight sister laura sends me this video and i gotta say – i resonate with this (although not necessarily the dates)….thank you to BOTH of you for sending this material my way…..[wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]
i have felt lately such a strong rage within that i felt was not just all about my own stuff…the pieces of dark that i have entertained and fallen into have been coming out too….i feel this pressure within to purge it and purge it with LOVE….infuse it….and i also know i am tapped into that collective energy of control that is, as this video states, is now trapped and cornered and is lashing out HUGELY….so no coincidence i am feeling that….likely could also be due to my blood type….so my desire to roar like a trapped animal has been ever present…..
i had an experience earlier today….i have mentioned this conscious being “claire” whom i have had comms with (it began with brother rick having them and in a few months i suddenly could hear AND feel her)….i haven’t felt much lately – actually nothing really from her until today. i was sitting at the table feeling numb….i’m just so energetically tired and as ya’ll know – needing – NEEDING a new experience here – beautiful – loving – free – surrounded by connected community….so sitting at the table feeling the weight of all of this i suddenly feel her and hear her….”victoria let it go…go into your heart and feel from there….feel the love…” and i responded back “you know i am quite numb there now…” and i heard “i know. i can help with that if you want.” so i said “i am willing to let you help me as long as you have benevolent intentions.” and at that i felt this beautiful energy go to my heart area. i felt warmth and expansion and i am immediately moved to tears of release and gratitude. it was – powerful.
after that i was having a communication w/brother rick around dinner time….the usual check in time…and he said claire came through and said all was secured. he tried to get more and said she was not answering. i then felt in my body she was going to share that part with me – which i kinda scoffed at and then thought “ok if that’s how it will be, so be it.” i had absolutely no attachment as to if i would or when. so imagine my surprise when i walk over to the sink to wash my hands i then feel her presence again within my body and hear “the exit out has been secured.” chills all over. so i immediately let rick know to which of course he says “when?” lol that i don’t know. that seems to be the winning lottery ticket many of us are after…
this game has to be ending. this piece of it. my feel? after this phase ends freedom comes and that is when we get to CHOOSE FULLY our OWN experience – likely already pre-determined by our BIG selves – future self….. the idea that i have to find more energy to do more “work” or help “fight” off the dark ones – i don’t have that in me. perhaps that means it is rest time – real rest. focus on me and me only. i don’t know – the idea of resting only to come out doing the “work” again isn’t really aligning either. maybe for some – but i know for me and i also feel for many of you as well – you are quite done with the “work”….the experience here….unlike what cobra said this isn’t about escape….this is about hanging up the coat saying “our work here is done. time to go home.” and do just that. that next step – perhaps it’s the post-event “work” that some seem and feel aligned to do. and that’s ok. we each serve a role and do our stuff – serving the overall purpose of helping put an end to division. power over. and separation. that is the game that is ending. now.
love,
victoria
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Published on Feb 7, 2019