Last night – felt busy and chaotic – a lot of movement. Girl and spouse had “bad dreams”. Body feels like it got put through the ringer – a lot of tension – feeling like I’m dragging around 200 lbs of fatigue today. Thought there would be a reprieve today from yesterday. That’s what I intended. God dayem I am weary to the f’ing bone done TIRED D O N E in intending and asking for some energetic help. It’s like I have to stay on top of this sheot throughout the day. Yeah – the best of intentions living this 3d existence of chores and doing’s and kids and spouses and all of that when what I would love to be doing is hanging out along on a warm beach releasing and relaxing and Being in total. f’ing. silence. and solitude. Being waited on too.
Some day – soon. 💜💖
Feels like I’m being dragged along for an experience that is happening elsewhere but being felt here for and by me – an experience that I am mostly blind to.
Hey – that’s perfect. That is exactly precisely what I feel now.
In fact – let’s say it again – this time in quotes:
Feels like I’m being dragged along for an experience that is happening elsewhere but being felt here for and by me – an experience that I am mostly blind to.
Anyone else?
I know that we’re all having our own experiences. Some of us are truly engaged in battle in spaces we can’t see. Had far too many experiences in that astral/matrix realm and waking up FEEEEEEEEEEEEELING it while my human here mind wonders “wtf was that?! where was i?”!
Some are doing more passive type doing’s. EACH ROLE IS IMPORTANT. But dayem am I done reading from or hearing from those who are obviously doing the more passive type telling those of us doing more “heavy lifting” that we’re creating our physical challenges and sufferings and any thoughts of war are pure illusion – as in fake. Really? I suppose the children trapped underground by non-human beings is all fake too. 🙄
Makes me want to say now – to them – in fact I will: Show some love and respect because we’re doing this for people like you who are for whatever reason are not equipped to do the warrioring up. Perhaps – even likely – we volunteered to do these particular “assignments”. HONOR EACH ASSIGNMENT and the person doing the DOING. It’s like people watching the firefighters rescuing the people from the burning building and telling the fighters they created the heat burns and fatigue they are experiencing.
BUNK.
Expand.
Do not interrupt those doing the hard stuff. Either help ’em or step aside quietly.
That is where I am today. Solidly. If not exhaustedly.
Yes, today that is a word. lol
Love,
V.
I cannot speak for anyone else, but the fatigue factors are intermittent. Difficult to chart. What I will share as something that seems most apparent is how I sometimes feel as if my brain is in a fog–and I eat well, drink reverse osmosis filtered water, and avoid GMO’s! I sometimes feel as if some frequency is being projected somehow and we are all dealing with the interference…it’s akin to walking on the moon. Perhaps it’s an effect of 5G…? who knows…