editor’s note: i appreciate this one and find parts of it very resonating, in particular the discussion about having a difficult time accomplishing things. getting through the day and doing the basics has become a real challenge – a growing challenge. the other day i was struggling with this ~ telling myself the old story of “i should” be different….when i am as i am (who is a much different version than just 2 years ago). as i had this internal conversation i had this inner quiet feel come over me that said to let go, relax, i was being guided to let go of ALL within this realm, in particular all of the doing and the plans (i used to love to make plans. today? i cannot energetically align with it – and i mean not at all.) i had this feeling – this thought – am i being totally unplugged? weird, huh? anyway then i see this tonight and well, you know… this video also explains why the RV has never fully resonated w/me nor gesara/nesara ~ at least not resonating from the purest truest part of me. not that i find it “bad” or “negative” – just do not feeeeeeeeeeel this is a system i wish to be a part of. as much as i gripe and have worried about money, it does not resonate with who i really am. in my vision of a new earth community, i have never felt nor seen money. what i do resonate with is freedom and living a life of ease – not as someone else’s expense or indeed not under another’s control – but because i have all of ME restored and have access to any outside tech that assists in living that live of ease and freedom. also very interesting insight on the removal of the “net” ~ giving me pause to consider why it has taken so “long” and how complex this construct is – was – and the great care needed to shut it down.
any of you relate? if so how? please share (i always want to hear your experiences and insights).
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Published on May 2, 2018
Watched twice. Just May 1st= crying day…I was thinking ” what am I doing?” Nothing, a big blob with no desire, apathetic in ways.
No way I am headed West. I live in the East. Its cool the West sounds like less deprivation etc. I have no desire to work on that. Too many other things to do. Venus sounds good.
Peaceout
I watched a lot of her videos years ago and remember in Sept. of I don’t remember what year, but earth was about to exit then—any day now—and then a few years went by and we’re still here. I do resonate with some things she says but not all of them. I remember in some videos of the past a lot of what she showed looked like Annunaki false light stuff, especially when she talked of being ‘sealed’ to the ‘one’ and I don’t think I want to be ‘sealed’ to anyone. We’re probably already a part of the true “One” anyway. So, i just stay neutral because i don’t know if she is accurate or not.
I do have a lot of the fatigue and don’t really care if I get anything done or not. And it is hard to be in this realm ( has been hard for quite a few years) and I do feel that something is imminent—just not for sure how it will play out. I know there is a lot of information out there about the event but I just told my higher self that I want to go where the love and truth and wonderful people are.
These are just my observations.
Brenda
i have heard that from those who have followed her – seems like the same message year after year – so i am keeping a major discerning eye as the last thing i want and will do is provide false misleading information. i want the truth. and yes – i don’t resonate w/all she says – and as you said i will not be sealed or bound to anyone/anything. i ask for that switch to be now – not later off as you said – it is difficult being in this realm as it is now – esp. knowing all that has been taken and hidden from us – and knowing we can have it NOW. that is a challenge. patience is not my thing – esp. when it is being patient while allowing harm and deception to continue.